Sea Faring

 

            Everything on the ship was encrusted in salt.  My knuckles had it, my beard had it, my mustache had it, the spot on my head where hair should have been had it, the spot in my ears where hair shouldn’t have been had it the worst.  All the knobs and dials in front of me that I don’t know by name but do know by touch were sticky with salt.  It takes a strong captain to man that ship by himself. 

            The ocean was dark.  It careened into the side of the ship with black fingers, smashing from the north side, sloshing onto the deck, slithering in erratic patterns with the rocking of the floor beneath my feet.  I’d been here before.  The clouds rushed towards me, unfurling like a rug with a snap, sending cracks of light through the sky.  They searched like eyes for my ship, racing through the air with bursts of noise, crackling and shouting to one another.

            The sail flapped its wings, propelling us through the water faster and faster.  I braced my hands on the wheel to stay onboard.  Fish streamed from the ocean into the sky leaving incandescent trails of water sparkling in the air, suspended.  They glanced off of the window shield, spinning wildly off into the dampness and the salt.

            I looked to the left just in time to see an enormous rubber ducky pass slowly by the ship.  It bobbed in the current, orange beak curved up in a smile, eyes forward.  “HOME” is printed in fading black letters on the wing.  I brushed some of the crust off of my hands. 

I remember chewing on a duck like that when I was very little.  Back when I was bald and it was still acceptable.  It tasted like rubber and water and faintly of soap but not unpleasantly.

            Bubbles had started to appear all around the boat, soapy suds washing against it’s sides.  They started appearing in ones and twos but soon my boat and I were speeding through thousands of them.  Piles and piles of shining bubbles grew together.  They slowed the boat so that it plodded now, barely moving.  Bubbles were encompassing the boat, rising over the top, and cutting off the sky.  Rainbows scattered through their layers, floating down to rest on the deck, illuminating the wheel.  I breathed in deep, colors filling my lungs.  It smelled like the sidewalk after a rainstorm.  My shoulders relaxed and I gazed out in the melting bubbles.

            At the horizon the seals were migrating.  Thousands of them, wind-up seals, gathered twice every winter at the horizons to make their journey.  Stragglers who had unwound too soon bumped against my boat with dejected expressions.  I wanted to reach down and pluck them out, wind them up again and set them free, but my hands were painted onto my peg shaped body.  My mustache twittered anxiously.

            I peered over the boat, be-spectacled eyes narrowing against the glare.  The water was clear, clear and pale and lovely.  You could see right to the bottom.  The sea floor was alive, glittering with sand-dollars and marbles that sparkled and shone so much the entire bottom was moving.  They rose to the surface, bobbling and moving, clumping together like a massive crowd all moving in the same direction.  They pushed my boat further forward, backward, leftward, whatever direction they were flowing.

            Huge white cliffs contained the ocean, but we didn’t seem to be moving towards them.  Water lapped at their bases placidly.  They were smooth and perfectly vertical like a cliff diver’s fantasy rock.  I imagined hundreds of cliff divers jumping from their rounded tops, some sliding down their face, and making satisfying plinking sounds as they hit the water.  If I could have I would have leaned over the side of the ship to put my ear to the water.  That way I could hear them as they touched the bottom: tink, tink, tink, tink.  But there were no cliff divers, just my steady movement.

            The water was warm, I could tell without touching it.  It flowed and swirled instead of shattering and splintering against its self.  I wanted to bob in it along with the glittering sea floor (which had long since vanished) but I was stuck, glued quite literally to my captain’s spot.  The wheel no longer turned but the boat seemed to be moving of its own accord.  I was unconcerned.  I trusted my boat, it was sturdy.  It was made for voyages like this.

I felt giddy.  I wanted my boat to speed through the water.  I wanted the water to crest up against the side of the boat, clear and sparkling and carbonated.  I bobbled around to the other side of the ship with my peg-shaped body and tilted to the side to inspect the sail.  It was at full mast but wasn’t catching any of the wind.  It was hard, thick, red plastic.  It didn’t serve a mechanical purpose anymore but I liked it.  It reminded me of myself.  I bobbled back to my captain’s quarters.  Everything was smooth.  Smooth and simple.  The bottom of my peg fit perfectly into the circular indentation in front of the steering wheel.  My mustache wriggled contently.

            I shifted my weight to the left and managed to turn far enough to see the other horizon.  It was raining 50 feet off the port side, the boat was occasionally being sprinkled by the stirred up water, which came in where the windshield should be and dotted my dashboard in tiny pearlescent semi spheres.  I lowered my head fondly to get a better look at them.  I imagined the droplets were a city, all made up of tiny drops and big drops, occasionally flowing together to create the impressive town halls and chapels of my youth.  There was where 17th Street would be and Grand Avenue a little to the left.  My eyes traveled up and down my old streets.  All the shops in the main part of town shone with a particular strength and pride that only the heart of a rural area could.

            I smiled so wide the paint almost chipped right off of my face.  I missed home.  I’d be back soon.

            The wind picked up a little and my boat rocked forward in the water, dipping slowly like it was in gel.  The water rose in a hill of liquid and then buoyantly, the boat popped back up, scattering ringlets and patters on the surrounding surface.  The waves were small but erratic, coming from all different sides, amplifying as they ricocheted off of the cliff walls.  I decided to go with it.  It had been a while since I’d had any kind of adventure.  I closed my eyes and let the water take me.

            Adventures never begin while you’re paying attention.

 

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            When I woke up I was sideways, or the rest of the world was vertical.  With a huge amount of effort I bumped myself up to a standing position and was almost immediately knocked down again.  Wind ripped through all of the holes in my boat where glass should be.  It shot through the portholes and windows and the windshield.  It sent spray gunning through the cabin.  Everything was drenched in water, mounds of it pooled in the weak spots on the floor and in the corners.  I shook my head to clear my vision, thanking my maker for only giving me painted on glasses, and not real ones.

            I tried to steer the boat but I no longer had control over it.  It turned in wide circles, increasing speed each time around.  The water at the center of the turnabout churned and oozed, swallowing the occasional weakened wind-up seal.  The center started to open up slowly, like a giant, toothless mouth sucking at the air through its soft gums.  My boat turned faster and faster in ever tightening circles.  We, my boat and I, were getting closer to the lip of the whirlpool, which lapped and flayed wildly.  I braced myself.  Was it for impact?  Was it for a fall?  I was never really sure.  I don’t know what happens inside of a vortex.

            What I do know is this: a huge wave surged up from behind me, knocking me forward.  I keeled over out of my round indented peg hold, hitting the wheel hard.  A giant naked toddler grabbed me before I was rammed into one of the white cliffs by the wave and peered through the ship at me.  His hands were plump and over saturated with water.  The ridges on his fingers had swelled and wrinkled, they poked into my cabin gracelessly and slid over the wheel and propping me back up.  I was happy to be back in my notch in the floor.

            The child looked at me with giant eyes and a grin with a few too few teeth. 

“Good Evening, Captain Thomas,” I said.  Bubbles of spittle gurgled out of his mouth, and some soap suds still clung to hair.  “Thank you for the rescue,” I said. “I’m ready to go home, now.”

            Captain Thomas chortled with a heavy smile and placed me down on the counter in between the massive bottle of shampoo (seeping a little from the top, and pooling water at its bottom) and one of the wind up seals.  We all dripped in unison.  We’d finished our migration, we were home.