I arrived at my house as I usually did. I went straight to my bedroom to play
my Super Nintendo. I did not have to worry about homework because the second
grade was about to end and summer was right around the corner. I did not know
what I was going to do but I was still excited about not going to be in school
for a little more than two months. It was a whole dream come true to me to have
a nice and long vacation away from school.
When I was in the middle of my game, my mom walked in. I thought she was
going to get clothes for work like usual, but she stood close to the door and
looked at me. I wasn't paying attention because I was too hooked inside the
game. I was moving the little red Mario character over little bricks breaking
them and not trying to keep Mario from falling. Suddenly, my mom said "Tony," a
confused grin was on her face.
I turned around and paused the Nintendo, eager to keep playing and I said
"What?"
"I have a question to ask you," she paused for a few seconds and exhaled a
short breathe. "Do u want to go to Mexico this summer?"
I was confused because I had been begging to go and she had kept saying no
previously because we did not have enough money. Plus, it would be hard for my
parents to come back because they were illegal immigrants so the only way the
could truly come was by hopping the border, which can really put them at risk of
never coming back again. I looked at her confused. Many thoughts were racing
through my head and all I said to her was, "Really? The whole summer?"
"Yeah mijo, but you have to go by yourself because me and your dad have to
work."
As soon as I knew it, I was packing up my bags to go to Mexico. My mom was
stuffing up my bags with clothes to give to her family, which she hadn't seen in
5 years. I didn't know what to pack, so my mom did all of it. We had to hide it
from my little brother, who was three, so he wouldn't cry that I was leaving.
The next day, around 10 pm, I said goodbye to my little brother and told him
that I had a doctors appointment and that I would be back soon. I felt really
bad leaving him but I knew I had to. So I stepped out of the house with watery
and heavy eyes trying my best to hold it in
I went into the car nervous because I was going to ride an airplane all by
myself, not knowing anybody, but I knew that I had to be a man. I wanted to go
on this trip and I couldn't stop now.
My mom was crying and told me that she loved me and to call her everyday. My
dad hugged me too and said to be a good kid and not cause any trouble. I walked
inside the plane, nervous as can be.
The flight attendants were taking extra care and keeping an eye on me
because I was a minor, so they left a little weight off of my shoulders. I felt
good knowing that someone was looking over me and asking me if I needed
anything. I did not feel so lonely in the plane anymore knowing that I had two
young and pretty ladies in red and blue suit skirts looking over me. I tried to
sleep because they insisted of it but the seat were too uncomfortable.
After 4 hours on the plane, I got off and immediately started looking for my
grandma, because she was the only person that I knew in Mexico. I saw all these
families crammed up behind a glass wall waiting for their family to arrive,
which made it harder and more tedious for me to find my grandma. I had to move
my little head all over like a sprinkler to be able to find her. Finally, I saw
my grandma and I told the flight attendant. She grinned at me and said I could
go with her, I raised my hand up high and started screaming, "abuelita!"
We finally saw each other, and hugged. She told me that my uncle was waiting
for us in the parking lot. I was eager to get on his truck because it was still
about an hour ride from the airport to my grandma's house. I saw the huge white
truck with a round bald man sitting in the driver's seat. I greeted him as fast
as I could and entered the truck which I knew was going to lead me into a
beautiful journey.
We exited the highway and I saw all these multicolored, opaque houses and
buildings stuck or almost stuck to each other at each block. Right I after, we
arrived to my grandma's house not knowing what to expect. All I saw around me
was rocky cemented road with stains of bright brown dust on top of it. Then I
see a large yellow two story house, there was something that told me that was
it. So I walked over there, and right before I open the big black steel door I
wondered to myself if I looked like anyone of my family members because truly I
did not look like neither of my parents at that time.
It was there early. All my aunts, uncles, and cousins were waiting for me
(or maybe just for the gifts that my mom sent with me) anxiously. When I finally
got there, all my aunts and uncles just kept shouting out, "mijo que grande
(big) y que chulo (cute) !" I was getting irritated by the constant repetition,
but I had to take it in. I knew if I complained, the good mood would die out in
the room. Looking around, I had realized that nobody looks remotely like me but
oh well I'm just really unique.
At last! It was finally time to eat. The moment I've been waiting for all
day. I had heard such great things about the Mexican food cooked actually in
Mexico and I wanted to see if they were true. And it was nothing but the truth.
You could smell the beautiful aroma of freshly handmade tortillas, ground Chile
sauce, and nice, brown refried beans. It was Mexican heaven. I just kept eating
and eating until I just couldn't anymore.
After everybody finished eating, I, as an eight year-old had a lot of energy
and wanted to play. So my grandma told me to go play with the neighbors outside.
As soon as I got out the door there was three boys and one girl around my age
that were instantly looking at me from head to toe with cringed faces. I didn't
know what was going on. One of the boys was tall, skinny, with a matured voice,
the second boy was also tall with a very dark skin color and an extremely
irritating voice, the smallest boy looked almost exactly like the tallest boy
but in a shorter version, and lastly the girl was short, pretty long brown hair
and colored eyes. All of their clothes were faded and dusty from being outside
on the street for a long time.
"Ay, are you from the north?" the tallest one asked.
I did not know he meant at all so I said, "Que? Whats that?"
"It's when someone is from USA, pendejo," he replied.
"Oh? Yeah," I said without knowing what else to say. One of the girls looked
at him and rocked her head from side to side in disappointment.
Then the smallest boy looked at me and said, "Have you ever played las
maquinitas?"
"No? What is it?" I asked.
"You know. The are like video games in a big machine and you put coins in to
play," the short boy said.
"Oh. Now I know what you talking about. And of course I have played them.
Are there any here that we can go to?" I asked eagerly.
"Of course, the liquor store right there on the corner has one we could go
right know if you want."
"Oh yes! Lets do it!" I realized that it was my aunts store and that it was
going to make it even better for me because there were going to be videogames
and cheap snacks. I had a pocket full of Mexican money that I never seen before
but was extremely willing to spend it on videogames and snacks.
I walked in the store with authority because I felt special, as it was my
aunts store. She looked at me surprised that I made some new friends in less
than five minutes.
As I look around the store, I see different types of multicolored candy in a
glass case. Behind me there are twelve small gray boxes with different fruits
and vegetables. In the back of the store, there are two arcade machines behind
all the house cleaning supplies. The arcade machine on the left is green and has
a black screen and the other one red and black with gold letters the read "SREET
FIGHTER." As soon as I saw those beautiful gold letters, I went after it like a
rat when it sees cheese. This cheese to me was heaven. I felt glory and nothing
could stop me.
Me and the boys had a little tournament going on. We would all win at
different times. I kept changing bills from my aunt into coins. But Slowly my
bills were decreasing. After an hour or so the tallest boy, Ricky, told me that
he had no more money. I was stuck. I was disappointed because I still had money
and I wanted to keep playing. So I decided to give him money so we keep having
fun. As soon as you know it I was buying them candy, little toys and drinks.
Something came over me, I didn't know what it was. So I guess every time my mom
said "mijo, when you have something it is always best to share," has actually
stuck with me. I just gave out money without truly thinking or giving it to much
thought.
This type of thing did not happen once but many times. I jus could not
explain it. Something took over me, but what? Who knows, all I knew was that I
was having a good time.
One day around the third week of my visit to Mexico, I was with my new
friends walking around the river by my grandmas house. The pathway was made of
red dust, with little spots of green here and there, and semi-big green and
brown bushes. On the other side of the river, it was greener, tall beautiful
trees allover. We had our slingshots ready for action. As soon as we heard or a
saw a bird or a lizard it was going to be all bad.
The walk was kind of quiet. We shared a few jokes here and there, but not
too much excitement. But I wasn't bored. In California I did not have this much
freedom, especially at the age of eight. We kept walking and from far away we
saw a pretty long rectangular box. Around fifty feet ahead of us. We truly
didn't know what it was so we decided to investigate by running there our
fastest. We all got there at the same time except for the short boy, Jose, who
fell, around twenty feet behind us. We looked at the box, trying to analyze it
as much as we could. It was a light brown wooden box that was about six foot
long box. It looked like a homemade coffin. We all backed up kind of slowly and
looked at each other with fear.
"Oh my god, there is a drop of blood right there!" Jose said with a short,
stubby, trembling finger.
We all looked around quickly to see if there was anything or anyone around
us. Suddenly, we heard something. Without a thought, we all screamed like we
weren't going to ever scream again and we ran shoulder to shoulder as fast as we
could back to civilization.
We arrived to my aunt's store, without breathe, bending over, our hearts
racing, trembling in fear. Asking ourselves and each other, was that really a
coffin, where is the body whose was it, is there really a reason for us to be
scared? We were terrified to death.
We were still in shock. My heart was beating too fast because of the running
and the fear. So we all decided to go home to calm down and relax.
I walked in my Grandma's house, and headed directly to the kitchen to get
some water. I grabbed the water with my scrawny, trembling hand. I was gulping
the water as if I was a whale. Trying to relax myself. It just hit me, that was
not a real coffin, it was a pigeon messenger box. I remembered that my uncle
showed me one exactly like it. So I just laughed at myself for assuming
something ridiculous.
Then I see my Grandma walking down the stairs. She looked at me and said,
"Tony, I heard you have been giving away your money that your parents gave YOU
to spend for yourself."
I looked at her surprised. Were did that come from? I did not know what to
say.
"So is it true?"
"I haven't been giving out money away, all I did was buy them a few things."
"Same thing! You should not be giving your money away that your parents
worked hard for! You should know better than that! I've noticed that you have
been rapidly wasting your money and you still have several more weeks left."
"I'm sorry grandma. I did not realize that. I won't do it again."
Suddenly, I realized that I was taking advantage of my parents money and
taking it for granted. I guess I did give them money out of pity and I was
having fun at the same time, but while my parents were working their asses of
trying to give me that money. I had decided to rather try to have fun without
you using money but just with the friends that I made. I knew that they were
going to be there for me without money or not because they ran with me and
although they were faster than me they did not want tot leave me behind.
Some kind of feeling was in me, not truly knowing what it was, but I knew it
good. It was knew and different but unique and priceless. I felt a bond with
Mexico, especially the boys. Those boys made me realize how although we are from
totally different worlds we were actually the same. Clothes, money, and other
materialistic items do not make who you are but were you come from. And I, I
came from Mexico.